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mine your own business
Saturday, November 1st, 2008Its been a long time i havent writed here because just nothing i feel lazy, sometimes you will feel like this its not that your brains does not working but your mind prefer to inhibit to do such things. Mind and brain are not the same or alike but they are synonymous together. Its like this; the mind works with the brain but not all brains work with a fine mind.
I am happy to read all the comments asking for more entries to come.
I went to convenient store awhile ago to buy a tobleron chocolate then I saw this kid speaking English so hard with her yaya. Oh my god the kid is so bright and smart. He speaks so well unlike me that in the eye of my neighborhood I look like I am TH (read: trying hard) to them but frankly speaking they don’t understand me. I don’t know if they understand English or they don’t understand my english… goshhh so insinuating. Oh lets back to the kid, his yaya also know how to speak english, we converse and talk but my nose got bleeds…I felt intimidated.
Before I have only small friends but now I have a lot of friends, because of my english it makes me bida like star without shining (read: bituin walang ningning). I have friendster too and other social-networking websites to gain more friends here and there abroad.
Cherish the people who knows and understand you completely, those who get how you feel and accept who you are, because in the event that you lose yourself, they are the one who knows how to find you…
November 1. Halloween today. You know what when I was a kid, I envy those childrens having their basket on their hands and going to each house and then they were given with candies, chocolates and pesos (coin), I really envy them. Then they have a costume like monster, white ladies, tiyanaks ( im sorry I don’t know the english of that), and other so scary costumes.
One time I planned to do that, I went to our neighborhood and say “trick or threat” and my neighbor got mad and say tang ina mo! di uso yan dito!!! So I runned because he was drunk with that red eyes like a monster. And never attempt to do that again not because of embarrassment but because of I don’t know what and how to do. I was alone kaya, duh?
Last last week I went to a shop to buy a new bag. Its has been my dream to buy such bag, exhibiting to public people of the Philippines that hey I got this bag, hahaha. So finally I have it! but its only a dream of mine. A mere dream.
don’t feel mad whenever you sweet dreams are ruined by waking up. Maybe because that’s how life tell us to wake up from false beliefs and move on to save us from hurting ourselves…
Lesson: Never sleep if you dont want to dream because mind is all that matters.
–Paul Deng Bed


